cry and smile

PETER
I have a Bear,
His name is Peter.

Last Christmas I got it from someone,
He told me when i feel cold, i can hug this Bear to be warm
He told me when i feel lonely, i can hug this Bear to feel that he is beside me
He told me he will be back soon, it won't be long time
He aked me to be a nice girl, to be a strong girl, to grow up...
When he comes back, he wants to see a good girl...
Then he left... I even didn't hug him, i waved to him. He gone...
...

He left... he left here, he left me, he didn't come back to me, he forgot his promise...
He left from my world, forever... Now I have to forget him, forget everyhting, every tiny, single details that i own in last two and hald years...How can i do that?

Those are not only the momeries, they are my love to you, all my love...

Now I have a Bear,
His name is Peter...

my friend she wrote this letter on the last Valentine's Day. when I read, I cried . I do not know why i cried. shouldn't I have cried? if I do not cried, how could I smile.

life

do not pray for an easy life. pray be a strong man.

THE UNITED STATES DOLLAR

Have you ever seen them before? no? they are in you wallet!

together means to get her

I love you not because of who you are,but because of who I am when I am with you.
No man or woman is worth your tears,and the one who is ,won't make you cry.
The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
Never frown,even when you are sad,because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
To the world you may be one person,but to one person you may be the world.
Just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to,doesn’t mean they don't love you with all they have.
Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one,so that when we finally meet the person,we will know how to be grateful.
Don't cry because it is over,smile because it happened

Auschwitz

Never shall I forget that night, the first night in camp, which has turned my life into one long night, seven times cursed and seven times sealed. Never shall I forget that smoke. Never shall I forget the little faces of the children, whose bodies I saw turned into wreaths of smoke beneath a silent blue sky.Never shall I forget those flames which consumed my faith forever.Never shall I forget that nocturnal silence which deprived me, for all eternity, of the desire to live. Never shall I forget those moments which murdered my God and my soul and turned my dreams to dust. Never shall I forget these things, even if I am condemned to live as long as God Himself. Never.

NIGHT

we have been reading this for two week. Night is an autobiographical novella by Elie Wiesel based on his experience, as a young Jew, of being deported from the village of Sighet in Transylvania to the German death camp at Auschwitz, and later to the concentration camp at Buchenwald. this book show us how blood in the death camp. German soldier killed jew like animal.
Eliezer arrives with his parents and sisters in Poland at Auschwitz-Birkenau, known as Auschwitz II, the death camp, one of three main camps and 40 subcamps in the Konzentrationslager Auschwitz, erected by the Germans on the grounds of an abandoned Polish army barracks. Between 1940 and 1945, around 1.1 million Jews, 75,000 Poles, 18,000 Roma, and 15,000 Soviet prisoners-of-war were killed there

japanese clothing

my dog

he is my dog. I could not take him to this country, so my friend is takeing care of him. i miss him

love

Love will die if held too tightly,love will fly if held too lightly,Friendship often ends in love, but love in friendship—never.You may only be one person to the world, but you may also be the world to one person.To love is nothing, to be loved is something, to love and to be loved is everything.Anticipation is sweet, when you are sure about of outcome.Do not marry to a person you can live with, marry someone you can not live without.Kindness in words creates confidence.Kindness in thinking creates profoundness.Kindness in giving creates love.Love, one word, that free us of all the weight and pain in life.To love and win is the best thing.To love and lose is the next best

I am what I am

my name is bonn I was born in China. however i came from japan , i studied high school and college in Japan. when I was in Japan, my major was law. so I can speak Chinese,Japanese and English. one year ago, i came to this country because my mon is sick. My mother is sick in her body but strong in her spirit. She has lung cancer. Three years ago. She felt weak and very easy to get tired. She could not walk as fast as before. She went to doctor office checked everything. On June 3rd, 2003 The doctor office called her and told her that she had lung cancer level 3. When she heard that, she felt the sky is fall down. Everything became duck. At that time, I was studying in Jacana. My father had his business in China. We were not here. My mom felt very lonely, friendless. She had some friends in the New York City, but everyone had their own business. No body could talk with her. In fact, no one cared her illness. Then, she decided to go to church. She put her life in Gods hands. She believed that God can help her. Finally, she felt better day by day. She doesn’t think she was a illness person any more. She can join the church event. She doesn’t feel lonely everyday. I and my father came to the U.S. on July 27th, 2004. Just 1 year she lived by herself.